Ifgratitudeandesteemaregoodfoundationsofaffection,Elizabethschangeofsentimentwillbeneitherimprobablenorfaulty.Butifotherwise—ifregardspringingfromsuchsourcesisunreasonableorunnatural,incomparisonofwhatissooftendescribedasarisingonafirstinterviewwithitsobject,andevenbeforetwowordshavebeenexchanged,nothingcanbesaidinherdefence,exceptthatshehadgivensomewhatofatrialtothelattermethodinherpartialityforWickham,andthatitsillsuccessmight,perhaps,authorisehertoseektheotherlessinterestingmodeofattachment.Bethatasitmay,shesawhimgowithregret;andinthisearlyexampleofwhatLydiasinfamymustproduce,foundadditionalanguishasshereflectedonthatwretchedbusiness.Never,sincereadingJanessecondletter,hadsheentertainedahopeofWickhamsmeaningtomarryher.NoonebutJane,shethought,couldflatterherselfwithsuchanexpectation.Surprisewastheleastofherfeelingsonthisdevelopment.Whilethecontentsofthefirstletterremainedonhermind,shewasallsurprise—allastonishmentthatWickhamshouldmarryagirlwhomitwasimpossiblehecouldmarryformoney;andhowLydiacouldeverhaveattachedhimhadappearedincomprehensible.Butnowitwasalltoonatural.Forsuchanattachmentasthis,shemighthavesufficientcharms;andthoughshedidnotsupposeLydiatobedeliberatelyengaginginanelopementwithouttheintentionofmarriage,shehadnodifficultyinbelievingthatneitherhervirtuenorherunderstandingwouldpreserveherfromfallinganeasyprey.
Shehadneverperceived,whiletheregimentwasinHertfordshire,thatLydiahadanypartialityforhim;butshewasconvincedthatLydiawantedonlyencouragementtoattachherselftoanybody.Sometimesoneofficer,sometimesanother,hadbeenherfavourite,astheirattentionsraisedtheminheropinion.Heraffectionshadcontinuallybeenfluctuatingbutneverwithoutanobject.Themischiefofneglectandmistakenindulgencetowardssuchagirl—oh!howacutelydidshenowfeelit!
Shewaswildtobeathome—tohear,tosee,tobeuponthespottosharewithJaneinthecaresthatmustnowfallwhollyuponher,inafamilysoderanged,afatherabsent,amotherincapableofexertion,andrequiringconstantattendance;andthoughalmostpersuadedthatnothingcouldbedoneforLydia,herunclesinterferenceseemedoftheutmostimportance,andtillheenteredtheroomherimpatiencewassevere.Mr.andMrs.Gardinerhadhurriedbackinalarm,supposingbytheservantsaccountthattheirniecewastakensuddenlyill;butsatisfyingtheminstantlyonthathead,sheeagerlycommunicatedthecauseoftheirsummons,readingthetwolettersaloud,anddwellingonthepostofthelastwithtremblingenergy,thoughLydiahadneverbeenafavouritewiththem,Mr.andMrs.Gardinercouldnotbutbedeeplya?icted.NotLydiaonly,butallwereconcernedinit;andafterthefirstexclamationsofsurpriseandhorror,Mr.Gardinerpromisedeveryassistanceinhispower.Elizabeth,thoughexpectingnoless,thankedhimwithtearsofgratitude;andallthreebeingactuatedbyonespirit,everythingrelatingtotheirjourneywasspeedilysettled.Theyweretobeoffassoonaspossible.“ButwhatistobedoneaboutPemberley?”criedMrs.Gardiner.“JohntoldusMr.Darcywasherewhenyousentforus;wasitso?”
“Yes;andItoldhimweshouldnotbeabletokeepourengagement.Thatisallsettled.”
“Whatisallsettled?”repeatedtheother,assheranintoherroomtoprepare.“Andaretheyuponsuchtermsasforhertodisclosetherealtruth?Oh,thatIknewhowitwas!”
Butwisheswerevain,oratbestcouldonlyservetoamuseherinthehurryandconfusionofthefollowinghour.HadElizabethbeenatleisuretobeidle,shewouldhaveremainedcertainthatallemploymentwasimpossibletoonesowretchedasherself;butshehadhershareofbusinessaswellasheraunt,andamongsttheresttherewerenotestobewrittentoalltheirfriendsatLambton,withfalseexcusesfortheirsuddendeparture.Anhour,however,sawthewholecompleted;andMr.Gardinermeanwhilehavingsettledhisaccountattheinn,nothingremainedtobedonebuttogo;andElizabeth,afterallthemiseryofthemorning,foundherself,inashorterspaceoftimethanshecouldhavesupposed,seatedinthecarriage,andontheroadtoLongbourn.
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